Winter 2018 - Noise
after the night
drowns, it opens
the forest, pale green forest, ajar
and watered by the blooming.
if I try, I can always reconstruct
the things that are most
important. today, home
is this measure
of ground. thrown shutter
of branches strewn
into cover, each color breaking
the seams, tensed
in their dew and refracted as
a parched red in brown shadowed
and swallowed by
a canopy roof seen
from below. the trees empty themselves
to the ground,
their figures rotting
as winnowed outlines rent
in all direction. the same image
that reaches into my lungs and
takes. pulling away
my inside. pulling the fear that I
had missed the coming
until I had already arrived. a feeling
as small and as bare as
the process of a home.
I am aware
of all of this. I
am accepting. it,
coming lightened by
its own absence, in the morning,
when all other morning things are still
undisturbed. the quiet
fastening of self-
poverty. as the dew formed overnight
in the folds of a palm fall and
will split, bearing away the progress
overhung. so yes.
please, yes. for this,
tomorrow and
tomorrow, I will continue
to walk for as long
as the edges
can bear to hold.
