The Harvard Advocate - America's Oldest College Literary Magazine


▶ We mourn the passing of Advocate trustee Charlie Atkinson.


The Harvard Advocate sanctum, with a musician playing to a small crowd.


The fresh online pieces we experiment with outside of our print cycle. Formerly known as Blog.



From the Archives


Poetry Winter 2011 - Blueprint


*translated by Kyoko Yoshida and Forrest Gander*



 



Manhattan is



to approach Manhattan



 



taking a yellow cab from JFK and



still looking for it



when I wonder will it show up



asks my wife (same case



when we went to see the Moroccan desert wasn’t it



I calm her down



 



it’s all about the approach



Manhattan is



its own desert (perhaps



 



and finally



like a distant mirage



the silhouette of that throng of skyscrapers comes clear



we are thrilled a little (from the oasis town of Erfoud lush with date palms



thirty kilometers by Land Rover (beyond



the tracts of dirt and rocks



graceful (so exquisitely graceful



golden swells of dunes rising (we



were thrilled a little



 



Manhattan is



nothing but a marvel of nature (perhaps



 



behind the neighboring (Queens?



Brooklyn? buildings and billboards it slinks



off and disappears (disappears



and reappears (meanwhile



growing more intense



the pleasures of approach



the anguish of approach



in a mesh (Manhattan is



growing more intense



 



and then



as though to shield it again



an elevated subway’s rusty viaduct (rusty in pure bright auburn (behind



which the throng of skyscrapers



stand in contrast like the light and shade of America herself



 



or (let’s put it this way



if Manhattan were a gift for us



it’s been decorated with rusty viaduct



like a ribbon of crude joke



and thrust at us (or



 



Manhattan is



pure ferocity (perhaps



its gentle cage of rusty auburn shields it



the cage vertically and diagonally (meshed like arabesque patterns



ruddling our cheeks



 



and yet



the mesh unbinds and the city emerges (endlessly



unbinds and (unbinds and (unbinds and it emerges



the ribbon and cheeks left



circumvented by a forest



of throated hollows



 



Manhattan is



unbinding and emerging (unbinding and emerging



 



suddenly



having crossed the Queensboro Bridge



we pull up short



of a greeting



to those throated hollows



Poetry Fall 2011


To the god. Tonightthere are no visitors. Stormclouds rise over the near mountains, beyond the finch-dense forest.For nine and ninefold nights I have waited in darkness, lulled only by wind-whine—unmoving, bedded, mind-whir muddles and buzzesinto body. From between teeth seeps fortha strange issue, dries linen-white, palerthan graying face. Untouchable.Sores collapse open  skin-strata, shallow basins, suppurated sediment. Nerve-sensed I survey the subsidence— does blood slowand flow around the wound? Tissue-silt crumbles, heats,as tubers sprout through the eschar, onion-stalksof bone, pungent. The blighted tendons. Each nighthands return to rub limbs with damp clothsof camphor, but I know my stench persists. Growswith each sullen moon, slow-flowing night-water. Brackish,blackening, the unrushing slough, breedinglike rancid trout roe, dug into gravel redds. Eelsdraw close, dazed. Residue of river, place where streamingstops. Tawny trace. Place where water slows, and flowis fallow. Have I fallen? My shocked knees molderand fold. My legs lapse. I will not leave. * * * At times I vision     a shaded window.The voice-veil with greened gaze     avers: no grovegrows on the hillock, and if below it     somewhere flowsap-slinks they are locked     in a rock-drum,deep and unrising. And what fate,     spun from a frayedthread uncut by the rust-knife,     will sphere me to stayif Eros does not come? * * * Bright: a begonia blooms. Yolky calyx whorlsbelow the twisted stigmas. Petalless yellow: the sepals. * * * A dream taskedto me: disorderof grain-sand and light.The love-wind, careless, carrying, knew little of chaff and seed, liftingbut what is too heavy. It came to pass. Dayplunged into the far massif,fell like shatter-glassinto the deepening forest. By my hands undertaken:you were and were.Another man might have beat the harvest, the hand-flail’s whiningchain, unsettling the scale-shells,then fan the thresh-pilewith vans of air-holding canvas, color of your hair,husk-grey. I was givenno tools. Raised my handsto the slats’ beam-slits, let your prayer-name rise.And from great height,over the mountain-shadows,the winds, thinned-warm, startled cool eddiesof dry-spooled air.Unweaving the grain,half-crazed scatter of field-fray, hazed, condign. Raincloudsfollowed the crossedcurrents, the streaming from the sky’s raised face. Were you there, restingon the low hay-bed,looking toward me as I left?Where I did not see, as a last breeze lazedin the wooden hold, the granary.Now what remains is only cold and golden. * * * A door deepens into the marble-mottle floor. My jewelbox, gilt-crusted, fills with gems, pale, opaque, vivecon, combivir, kaletra, truvada. The box, plucked open like a square-set string. Should they be bezeled, set in shallow-cupped gold, fastened to rusted ears? My arms are furred with sloe-blue molds. * * * The five-fingered god-hands dream.The thin indigo bird, startled, leaves. * * * Foot-whisper of a woman— You, with paper-scent fingers,within the bruise-black hall— Go where I cannot. Find.You, I know your hands— Your legs, they will take you.And once he is found I commandthat his stiff limbs be burned— String him up, dangle himwhere all will watch,where any who loves himmay freely go to weep— You will not find me there— * * * The second task-dream:to winnow thinsticks from the sharp-sliverarrows. Fine finger-workfor tips of small-silver:by feel to findthe breaking-downof browns. O were Ian arrow: freed from the bow-string to become vector—No: quivered into one thing. * * * As a pulley shakeswhen rope runsthrough it.  The bushesnew-bloomed, shivering,opening the meadows dowered with trees—heavy-leaved, hoveringabove, and the silent star-pulses, alive.Spring crawls intoeyes and scratches  its way out.When he comes,I almost do not notice his lightform, gauzed arrival,this low black  breeze-blow,the feathered airsuspending him above me—when he is nothere, it is as if he is not here.


Poetry Winter 2016 - Danger


 



**The Friday evening gas explosion in Springfield leveled a strip club next to a day care.**



I remember the breeze right before…



Burs of—was it willow—slant-falling.



The gray sidewalk, schist granules, scattering.



A brown dumpster lid smushing its green plastic, sandwich meat.



A rat made its debut, but for a moment.



 



I remember an awning string’s knotted tip soft-thudding a windowpane



—tympani’s uneven beat.



The rustle of stray trash—bass strings, almost rising



—but never.



And the chopper, the chopper—spittletatootling, spittletatootling—



A proud boot landing on obedient asphalt.



The stern, uncrying chrome.



The flighty flames decorative gas tank.



 



I can’t forget the beryllium blue sunshades



—orange hued at a glance.



And the stars and bars, starched, pressed, bandana.



Nation Idol Gorge



But for a moment



Then



Boom.



 



 



**The Friday evening gas explosion in Springfield leveled a strip club next to a day care.**



Spartacus sprinklers (top rail)



Serial no. 21809A



Inspector 480F



Jiangxi Quality Products



Night Hawk Importers, San Bruno, CA



Roman Roads Distributors, Phoenix, AZ



Port of entry, Tacoma, WA



Tankard 10179.03



Inspector 4201



ILO quarterly report:



Case study 1142



Tingting Liu, 23, female



I.D. 41732



Platform 12, line 8, station 4



Muscular skeletal paralysis



3rd metatarsal taped to 2nd   phalangeal



4th proximal splinted to 5th distal



OSHA Region 1 final report:



Incident 2267, explosion (gas)



Inspector 505F



Sprinklers inoperable



Logic Tree branch 20



System of Safety failure



Mitigation device



16 drill holes stoppered



Weld burs not filed



Citation: 29CFR.1910.159(c)(12)



Notes: inspector 505F on leave



DOL budget sequestered



PUB.L. 112-25



District 2, 112th Congress



United States of America



 







**The Friday evening gas explosion in Springfield leveled a strip club next to a day care.**



I remember the plume right after…



Orbs of—was it cinnamon—black-rising.



Vapor gray whitening shingle powder rain.



A dumpster lid sheered off a gravestone’s angel face.



A hawk’s claws claimed the stump.



 



I remember two spouts of thin flame, blue, making an X



—mind’s waking dream.



The hissing of gurgling plastic, supplicant—sick



—stomach’s inner eyeball.



And the bathtub, the bathtub—sittin’ pretty—sittin’ pretty—



The hysteric roof flopping on an unfazed floor.



The wise, ever-wakeful steel beams.



The cheery glass—beaming—everywhere.



 



I can’t forget that purple doorknob



—horny at a glance.



And the plump couch stuffing foam, blazing, angry.



City’s Final Chorus



But for a moment



Then



Shsh.



 







**The Friday evening gas explosion in Springfield leveled a strip club next to a day care.**



Spartacus Sprinklers (top rail)



Serial no. 21809A



Scrap metal yard F-2



Stripped steel tankard 28



Sampson Recyclers Ltd., Pittsfield, MA



Steelworkers local 4-12026



Smelting furnace 48



Slab beam rollout batch 81.2014



Semper Fortis Steel Precision Corp, Brooklyn, NY



Steelworkers local 4-200



Section cutting station no. 12



Steel cylinder hollow type 2b



Store & send department 4



Spirit of 76 Commercial Furnishing Corp, Slidell, LA



Steelworkers local 3-275



Sargon Sprinklers (bottom rail)



Serial no. 321911B



Sink coating station 12



Sanding unit 25



Seal testing station no. 7



Sprinklers standard specification 29CFR1910.159(b)



Station inspector 13



Sales packaging room H



Sort and storage garage 4



Second incidence of forklift crushing worker’s toes



Spirit of 76 Personnel Motivation Free Cupcake Fridays director, Chet Baker



Steelworkers local 3-275 chief steward, Marynella Fernandez



Section 5, clause 2 “Management shall comply with all state and federal standards”



Safety committee grievance no. 78: unannounced station rotations / inadequate training



Staff training regulation arbitration hearing 501.P.36



Sargon Sprinklers 1st annual wet t-shirt contest



Super Sonic Dance Club, 3rd Floor, Picayune, MS



 



 



**The Friday evening gas explosion in Springfield leveled a strip club next to a day care.**



I don’t remember the very moment…



Flashes of—was I daydreaming—Biloxi Bound.



The termite swarm at dusk, balling up, sprinkling.  



A skeeter swirling in its hotel pool—for the first time.  



A no-see-um bug popped out from nowhere—but for a moment—to romp.  



 



I can’t say I recall Cleopatra’s hairpiece flying off in a speeding four-cylinder vehicle



—Empire of the Great Somewhere, but never.  



And the flying fish, the flying fish—hither-flopping, hither-flopping—



The carefree palms, twerking, injured.  



The bald, unyielding sun, giddy.  



Tentative feet in knee high water, gripping.



 



Have I forgotten the name of that triple IPA—something like



—Rondez The Moon à la Batshit.



And the ample sized black pockadots—in my eyes, twerking, carefully.



Empire of the Great Somewhere



But for a moment



Then



Then



 



 



Explosion Rocks Springfield* is Rodrigo Toscano's new book. It is even wilder and weirder than these*



* sections suggest, and you can pick up your copy **from [Amazon](http://www.amazon.com/Explosion-Rocks-Springfield-Rodrigo-Toscano/dp/0986437344), [Powell's](http://www.powells.com/book/explosion-rocks-springfield-9780986437342), or your local poetry shop. *



*Only the first four of these sections appeared in the magazine. *



* *



THE HARVARD ADVOCATE
21 South Street
Cambridge, MA 02138
president@theharvardadvocate.com