I didn’t
realize there was no grass.
There was dirt to
be swept up
to chant
dirt. I have
seen her in
the glance (glass)
of a sun,
in the light
up on the dock.
Under the dirt,
she calls the salt
rock she forgot:
it’s time
for the ground
to be beaten by my foot
and the more
it happens the more
I want it to. I didn’t
realize how dry
it could be next
to the sea
(we say ocean).
How she has
returned, rejecting water
for the gravel our feet
make, how it is time
for us to smile,
to break the rock in two,
to pull up the roots,
and kick
the hill as
acorns have stormed
the ground (I
mean oak).
I know nothing
of this, I grasp
the dirt I
thought was rock.
I didn’t realize how
much I would
want the water
in the olive grove,
how much
the tree-tops
make a field
that is raised, how
salt pervades,
how I may
have forgot
how much
was one.
