early this evening you dropped by
to lean against pillows & talk
about needing. is autumn really
a season of grieving? i want you
to tell me what you think. although,
now, the lotus leaves will soon be
over with, still new grown ones are
just the size of cents. the heat is
tall, robust & not yet ready
for the end of her. deep in the forest
at the foot of trees, a rabbit dies &
in death feeds blue flies, their blue
the joy of living earth — when
they dry up, the autumn swells, flows in,
the courtyard stone becomes as cool
as water resting underground,
as cool as late sky to the touch.
as patterns cut from dark by eyelet
curtains through which i scan streets
for a face that’s not yours. tonight
all things come flying in fast &
at once. the weight of fallen stars
indents my roof, birds flock so thickly
they move clouds & now the galaxy
is endless over me. & you,
cross-legged in your corner of the night,
blowing (with a handheld fan)
the fireflies around.
