Janus in June

By McGowin Grinstead

We watch a cleft sunset sink. I think of dogs

and their dark downs of fur, circling the bay

as if a drain, yelping at strangers, a quilt

of earthly vibration. It is the same with the oaks–

the shaking, the sadness, the sallow lavender

limping upon wet, holy grass. I watch a June

pass into soppy gas puddles, all pink paint

and latex, a luxury of leather jackets

sown on teenagers in the park. If I could

only hold you the way I wanted to; sun

burn upon sunburn, a sweaty kind

of intimacy that sinks the seats, the blue,

the beeping machine, the downbeat down

stream where the boat began to tick

like beady blue bugs wrestling under skin

sown on me like a leather quilt sans stitch,

a perfect inconvenience, a dark stretch

of midsummer sky covering rims of sweat

slick hands in the park where the dogs

began to howl because they knew of danger

long before we. We trace the outlines

of yolky sunset on our bellies; we yelp

as if to have more than just a human body.

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